What is a private like with Dee Wallace?

~CONSCIOUS CREATION with DEE WALLACE~ SHOW RECAP ~ October 20, 2011~

In the following blog Dee's guest Mary will always be in quotations " " and all other words are Dee and her channeled information.

            Hello all you amazing, incredible, fabulous, wonderful, magnificent and very, very sexy people! I had a real divine idea come to me and I’m real excited about tonight. I’ve had a lot of questions about what happens in my privates, why it would benefit them, etc. Tonight one of my very special people came forward and said they would allow me to do a private with them and to play it on the show so you can get a sense of why the hour privates are different than the show. That being said, this is what we are going to do today, so know that any questions you had will be answered because that is the way the work works.

            This is Ms. Mary’s private. Before we began Mary you said that you were a little bit nervous, you know why? “Its partially because its public and because it is public it brings up feelings of guilt and shame.” Right on the nose Mary, you know why it’s coming up is because you had the huzzpah to trust yourself and to trust me, thank you, to bring this on to the air, and as soon as we decide we get a gift. Right now we are being asked to take our light out into the world and connect it with the light of everything. In order to do that we have to be seen and we have to be heard authentically, which is what Mary is doing tonight.

            “A lot is coming up around the fear of driving, fear of going out into the world, etc, the feeling I had about talking on the show about it was, is that really who I want to put out into the world as the person that I am? It felt shameful. If I talk about some of my experiences from the past, child abuse and things like that, I would be blaming other people and I would feel guilty for that. I felt in saying who I was that I would somehow opening myself up for feelings of shame that I had, that I’m not the person that I want to be or celebrate, so why would I do that? And then I thought, well, the hell with it.”

            Good for you, you just summed up in one sentence what we all need to do. All of that old stuff and messages that we’re in fear of, to hell with it. We’re going to balance all of that. I am divine love and that includes the balance of masculine, feminine and child, it includes the dance of the water and the light. We’re going to get some discernment around all of this and the highest words are the shame of being me. All of us have a place in us that we are ashamed of, so that is the first place we have to go, if we are going to be free how can that happen if there’s a place we are holding shame and judgment towards ourselves? What do you want Mary? Can you phrase it for me?

            “Empowerment, self love and non-judgment.” How can you say non-judgment as a positive? “Acceptance.” There it is, you see how important it is to very clearly claim what you want. Not the negative of what you don’t want. You don’t want to judge yourself, so if you say non-judgment that still takes your subconscious towards judgment. So, I am self-love, acceptance and naiveté. When I say that you balanced that, I get a yes. When I say you balanced that for yourself as far as being that? I get a no. That’s where you are feeling stuck in your life. Remember that the highest intention we are holding for you is unlimited possibility and truth of freedom and self love. They want you to be very clear that you can balance the energy outside of yourself around those things and not balance yourself AS those things. I am divine love around that. Now you are at a place where you can literally create yourself as acceptance and self-love, which is what divine love is. If we keep looking outside of ourselves to create it out there we haven’t really addressed what’s going on within us, which is what the world responds to. All of that is balanced so we’re going to a second thing. Now remember this is around why it didn’t balance within you as you. Sheets, book, song, give me a movie. “E.T.” Okay, I’m going to the heart light. If we’re in judgment of ourselves and if we are in shame of ourselves we are going to close our heart light down right? The only way my buddy could get home and survive was to keep his heart light open and bright. In this moment of now are you choosing to do that? “Yes.” It’s balanced, it’s chosen, it’s decided and everything around you balancing and being in alignment with defining and creating yourself as self-love, freedom and acceptance is in place now. Can you feel that if you drop into your heart center?

            “Yes, It’s beating.” Well, that’s a good thing, I’m glad it’s beating. “Well, it’s running fast right now.” They are saying that is energy opening up and your excitement about energy opening up. That is important to acknowledge that you can experience your energy opening up. “Sometimes, I think I feel excitement as frightening in a way, not now, but sometimes.” Well, good, there is some kind of discernment to get around that because they are saying its not frightening but it feels that way. Just by hearing that you balanced it, which is a good thing, you’re doing it automatically, what they’re saying is its really about power and when you feel that, you are able to feel your power and that scares you. “I think you said in an email that I had gotten messages from both of my parents, but particularly my father about going out into the world and that it was a dangerous place, so the excitement that other people would feel was coming across as fear for me.” That’s a true statement, but they want you to be clear that it’s around the fear of power and taking yourself out into the world for all of us is about power. What is the most powerful force in the world Mary? “Love.” Love. You bet. I would love for everyone to go to the website and watch the past life regression because that was the message that I was given, be love and take your love into the world because love is the most powerful force.

            “I have a question for all of us, if you have felt that in the past that you did that and it was not accepted, was it really bringing your love or was it something else?” It was something else. “Right, that’s what I was trying to get at, because if you had been bringing your light out into the world then you wouldn’t be feeling those feelings.” We all have brought our light out into the world and had it rejected. What we were supposed to learn and remember in those moments was for us to go, it doesn’t matter, I’m going to turn around and create me again. That isn’t what we do, what we do is turn our light down and become small and then are afraid to take ourselves out into the world again, being powerful. “So it’s not the perceived reception it’s about doing it independently of the reception, but if you’re really doing it, it’s probably going to be received.” That’s not your responsibility whether it’s received or not. Your responsibility is to be love, take it out into the world and just keep creating yourself anyway that you can, no matter what. In this moment of now you’re the only one who can shift that around. I get a yes no. So, how do you want to define yourself as far as taking your power and love out into the world? “I want to feel that I can do whatever it is I choose to do in the moment without any hesitation.” Let’s look at the hesitation then, what creates the hesitation? The fear. So, what’s the fear, not being received, its kind of a circle then isn’t it. “Expecting an absolute consequence or an absolute benefit or I won’t do it.” That’s not authentic love for yourself, that’s saying I can only love myself if you accept me, I can only define myself as brave enough to take me out into the world if I know you’re going to accept me ahead of time. “Then I’m totally externally defined.” Absolutely and then your focus goes on, am I going to be accepted? And you’re not. Which then reinforces the fear that I’m going to take my power out into the world and I will be rejected.  Our focus is on that so we attract more of that, then we think it didn’t work again and we pull our light back again. What we need to recognize is that our focus is in the wrong place. My clear I am direction is that I perceive myself as a person that goes out into this world and is joyously and securely, received and honored and blessed. That’s my direction of who I am and therefore, from the eyes of that person, I must see the world as a world that accepts me, cherishes me and blesses me.

            “When you say drop down into your heart, I know it sounds kind of nutty to say what do you mean, it actually for some people needs to become a practice if you’re always in your head. So, it involves the breathing and the slowing down?” Not necessarily, let me show you how quick and easy it is. I want you to go to your head and tell me what its like to be loved. Just describe it to me. “I would have to go down to my heart because it wouldn’t be in my head.” Do you have a pet? “Yes.” Drop down into your heart and love your pet. See how easy that is, you didn’t have to breathe or meditate, you just did it. Let’s think about something you want to do out in the world. What is something you want to go out and do? Let’s say Mary wants to go out and participate with a lot of groups of people. How do you do that from your head?  Just a stream of consciousness with your thoughts on how to achieve this. “I’d like to be more involved with helping other women and people in healing groups, learning more about spiritual disciplines and doing more physical activities with groups of people.” Take a breath. Drop into your heart and tell me what it feels like to do all of those things. “It feels like aliveness.” See, when you go to your head, you describe what you want. When you go to your heart you experience it already.

            You have to let go of the belief that it has to be hard, or it takes a lot of time, that we can’t actually do it, etc.  “I feel like when I’m talking to you or other spiritual people that I’m in a certain place and sometimes I feel that it’s hard to maintain that when I interact with other people or the fears come back.” Let’s balance it. I am divine love. What feels like you can’t interact with them or a block comes up; this is why, because you don’t take your light out into the group. You’re holding it within yourself. From the beginning of this conversation it’s been about taking your light and power out into the world. We’ve already gotten to why, because you’re in fear of what? “Fear of rejection.” Exactly, so let’s put this together, I want to go out and join more groups, expand myself spiritually and really interact with the world but I’m afraid that I’m going to be rejected so every time I do that I pull my light back, don’t send it out and then I feel like I don’t connect with anyone. Let’s balance that. I am divine love, I am the balance and the dance, it’s my clear direction that I bravely and joyously send my light out into the world to connect with other light and know that my light and I am received. How beautiful is that? Can you see the little game that you’ve been playing now?

            Any genetic messages we have that our light is not going to be received and we should shut down and feel unworthy, I am divine love, I clearly direct this to be dumped from my genetic makeup now, we invoke the rays, flames and lights. “I had another one.” Yup, this is the second installment so keep going. “I have a fear of driving, particularly long distances, multi-lane driving, switching lanes as well as a fear of dogs that are very aggressive and jump at you and bark. It’s kind of strong. It’s panic. I have stuff around electricity and I do feel that maybe it’s past life.” Usually everything that you mention goes back to one thing, but not tonight. Every single one of them represents something different. We’re going to the dogs; we want to know what the fear of loud, barking dogs is. I am divine love. That’s balanced. Yes. Sheets, books, give me a song baby. “Your love is lifting me higher and higher.” The barking dog is coming at you as a metaphor and a mirror of your own energy towards yourself. So literally when a barking dog comes at you, you go into a panic because it puts you in touch with attacking yourself.

            Now we’re going to the driving, can you tell me exactly what your words were again? “It’s a particular fear of the confidence you need in a three lane type of situation, the shifting, lane switching and using the mirrors as well as aggressive driving.” Well, look at what we got to earlier. You’ve got to know where you’re going in order to do that. We go, I don’t know how to do this, if I can do it . . . “Because you don’t know where you’re going, so if you were committed to going where you wanted to go  . . .” Yes, you would take your light out there. Driving and cars, anytime anything involves a car, its about getting where you want to go, which is about moving out into the world in our power. You always get there right? You’re always fine. So it’s the knowing that you will give you the power to take you out there, but you keep focused on the fear that something might happen instead of going, nothing ever happens, I’m powerful.

            “Sometimes I believe that I have to say, Archangel Michael above and below me, now I feel that it sort of implies that there is something that you need protected from and against.” Let’s go there. Let’s go to what you believe you have to protect yourself against. I am divine love. Sheets, book, song, a play, okay we’re going to the Book of Mormon, which is about saving ourselves through rules and regulations. “And talismans and little St Jude medals. You know what I mean, if it’s not in the car I won’t be ok.” So, I have to save myself in this life by going outside of myself and asking everything else for protection. Who is in charge of you knowing that you are safe and secure in this world? Who’s in charge of that? “I am.” Bingo. “It doesn’t feel that way as opposed to when I can on something greater than I am.” Our next question then is, let’s balance it. I am divine love. Why do I not know then that my I am presence is the presence that creates me as secure and protected in this world. I’m going to a book, to Ramtha’s book; I need a page number, page 257 and the frequency it responds to. “The whole of your brain capacity is immense, yet you in your limited thinking has been able to use only one third of it. What do you think the rest of it is for? To fill an empty hole?”- Ramtha.  So we’re going to the brain and the part of our brain that has not been activated that lets us know unconditionally that our I am presence is the presence that creates our joy, power, security and freedom in the world. I am divine love around all of that. I am the balance of masculine, feminine and child within the radiation of my light, the sending out of my light within the electromagnetic whole of the whole, which is also known as the brain. I am whole. I am God. I am the I. So it is. What we just did was balance the feminine, masculine and child within the part of the brain that allows us to know, experience, own and be our I am presence. Holy Hell.

            “From the first time, when you said, I am God, I’m a recent listener, and I stopped at that because I was brought up as a fire and brimstone Catholic. You’re unworthy, you are not God, God is something separate and out there. I’ve heard all about it and I know all about it and I’ve tried to feel it before but I felt it when you said it this time. It felt like blasphemy the first time.” Honey, before I brought this work out into the world my healing partners and I walked through three years of statements before we got to I am God. It was a huge day, the day my life turned around, when we were able to claim, I am God. I did all of that legwork before I ever brought that out into the world. “Nobody else is saying that, they are still saying I humble myself before God, I call upon God.” You know why they say that, because so many people will turn around and go, you can’t say that. Isn’t that exactly what we’ve been talking about? Put this together. Being in fear that you can take your truth out into the world and not be rejected and when you truly know that you can, you attract people like we have in our own community here. It was very clear to me that I could not water down anything that I knew, because my job is to bring the truth out into the world. The people that will know it, accept and the people that don’t I wont’ attract to me anyway.

            What was the last thing we were talking about? “There are a lot of irrational fears and guilt things that I have to put in the past that have blocked me.” They are already in the past; energetically you’ve balanced them within this hour. “Okay so I’ll come up with another one. My decision making will now be clearer?” I’m asking you. Will it? “Well, I’m hoping.” Ehhhh, excuse me, you are the director of your I am presence, what do you choose to create? Until you claim clarity, you will not be. Ramtha says it better than I’ve ever heard. The only thing in the way of creation is doubt. “That’s probably in the past all of my obsessive thoughts and racing thoughts have come from, the blocking of the knowledge.” Okay, so drop down into your heart center Mary, no matter how hard I try, when I drop into my heart center I can’t feel that B.S. Know that when you hear that yada, yada, yada, brain fart stuff, drop back down to your heart and clearly direct your I am presence to open your channel that you know, that you’re clear and then take action from that place. Consciously do that when you get into a car, redirect your energy centers around getting into a car. You have to train yourself to know your power when you’re in the car.

            Neale Donald Walsh says in Conversations with God, “Literally go out of your mind, you will not find the answer in your mind. Your mind is created to doubt if the answer is right.” “Right and you won’t find the solution to the problem from the paradigm that created the question”. Exactly, thank you Einstein Mary. They are taking me somewhere else because we’re going to my sheets. Claim that all your energy systems both in the body and above are open front and back, balanced, repaired and spinning correctly. We direct our I am presence to do that, we are that, we are consistently that. What they are saying is that when you are in your heart center your energy systems stay open, balanced, spin in the right direction, your Hara line is straight, everything is in place when you go to your heart center. Everything goes caddy-wompass when you go to your mind. That’s a scientific statement you know, that’s my mommy from Kansas. “Is it caddy-wompass for everyone when they are in their mind?” Yes, ma’am. But we’re taught that that is the way the truth looks. We have to choose the perception and the knowingness that when we’re in our heart center we know, we’re guided, we’re true, we’re freedom, we’re power and are all of those things when we live in the open channel that happens when our heart centers are open and connected. “So the mind has its place but it’s a function of the heart or it connects to the heart in some way?” Ya, if you want to read up more on it, “Heart Math” www.heartmath.com is a good place to go. Basically, your wisdom, your consciousness is your intelligence, which is felt from the heart. Your job is to direct your I am presence to use your mind to create whatever messages your heart brings forward. Right now, your heart is saying I want to go out, play sports and be with more people, it’s my clear direction to my mind show me how to do that joyfully and in power. That’s your job.

            “It’s like getting into your heart space and it will come to you? The emotions of the heart are mostly fabulous emotions right?” Well, lets get clear about that. When you drop into your heart center and ask, literally you will hear. Things will drop in, that is how I channel. “It’s like waking up at 4:00 in the morning and suddenly you know.” Yes ma’am because when they wake you up at 4 in the morning you have no resistance going and you’re not in your mind. “Dee, do the emotions come from the heart including the lower emotions or are they interpretations from the mind?” Oh no, emotions always come from the heart center. “So the heart center, if its not balanced can have both joyous and lower emotions?” That goes back to the polarities. There are no good and bad emotions. Your emotions clearly tell you what’s going on. If you’re pissed off you know you’re angry and then you get to find out what the truth is of what’s going on with you, instead of being controlled by it. There is nothing that is negative about that. “So your guidance doesn’t tell you to buy into the Law of Attraction thing where they say careful about your thoughts and emotions all negative emotions must be erased because they are going to produce them. Am I going on a tangent here?” No, you’re actually asking the question that will wrap up the show. The problem with a lot of people who are teaching the truth is that they don’t understand or live the truth. AS soon as you say don’t feel, don’t think, it’s negative. Where does your focus go? On to the negative and in the fear you are going to do something wrong and that is NOT the flippin’ Law of Attraction.

            You live in love, you be love, you count your blessings, you live in gratitude, you see yourself through the perception of magnificence and greatness that you are so you see the world in its magnificence and its greatness and all things that are attracted to you have to match that. When you get in that car you attract that you are powerfully magnificent and know that you are in control of your own destiny and being because you have clearly directed yourself to be there. Do you understand? Is there any other way I can serve her? I get that we are very complete Ms. Mary. We need to bring it to a close; do you have any last questions? “No, it was just terrific. It’s a great thing to not have any questions.” And you had some great questions that are going to serve so many people. You empowered me, yourself, the listeners and the world and that is what I asked for when I started this work.

            Thanks to all of you. I hope that you enjoyed this. I know that it gave you so much clarity about the process, about taking responsibility and about our light, our power and our freedom. I love you, I love you all. Go create.

 

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~ Bright Light with Dee Wallace ~ Show Recap ~ October 17, 2011 ~

            Well, hello all you fabulous, incredible, magnificent, stupendous, amazing and very, very, sexy people! I hope you are ready to go! We are having a misunderstanding about trying to be God and being God. For example, in two of my private sessions today they would say, “Yes I’m doing that.” And I would get a Yes, but once I said, they were “Being that” I would get a no. I think that’s where the discernment lies, we can do, do, do without really being and once we are, we don’t have to do. It’s all going back to the self. Why do we have to direct and accept that we are God because there is really no freedom until we do that? Until we accept that we are the creative force that is creating our own life we are at the whim of the world and approaching creation from the damage control point of view and that’s not freedom, that’s manipulating energy.

            Right before I came on to the show today my manager called and said a film I thought I would be filming this Thursday didn’t come through. It went to someone else. I think I shared with you that I absolutely knew I was going to book this commercial I went on last week and that didn’t happen either. I felt like I KNEW I was going to book both of those jobs and neither one of them happened. As soon as I got the call I knew it wasn’t a mistake because I’m dealing with this in a lot of private sessions as well. The work took me to the Hara line, which on this plane, Dee trying to be God, was straight, strong and through the ID point. My Hara line AS God was not straight, strong and through the ID point. As soon as I went to my knowing as the God I am, I was not in my knowing. But, I was in my knowing as the lesser God of Dee. That has to tell us that there is still some separation going on between knowing and accepting that we are the God of our own design and we are the God of everything that we choose to create in our lives. So it is. I claim it, I choose it and I accept it and I am the experience of it. That is another thing that is incredibly important though we forget it sometime. You must really go into your heart center and be the experience of the love of the claim that you are making. So, if we are going into our heart centers to experience the God that you are, then you must love yourself as the God that you are and experience that. Which means joining our light with all light as the statement on Sheet 1 of my sheets goes, “the radiation of my light”, taking my light out and radiating it into the world as the God I am. Which, for all of us means the blank page of a new beginning, without bringing in all of our old beliefs like, perfectionism. If you think you have to be perfect in any way you are taking yourself out of the freedom of the experience of energy. You are going into judgment and you are going into fear that you are not meeting that judgment. So, bye bye to perfectionism, I am divine love; it is my clear choice and direction to stay in the moment of now in total acceptance and love of the God that I am.

            One thing they gave me permission to bring forward tonight is; balance, knowing, trust and release equals freedom. I hold myself in balance, I am the knowing of the God I am, I trust mine and all other energy to create my highest good for me and I release it because I know its done as soon as I claim it. That’s freedom. Being the experience of love is freedom. We are directing tonight that anything and everything that comes in on this call to bring in all aspects of myself, the parts that trust, the parts that know and the parts that don’t trust and don’t know, I am demanding that all aspects of myself come together to be the experience and the being-ness of the God that I am. That means that all parts of me are working together and the parts of me that don’t know are not sabotaging the parts of me that do know; instead they all come together in their knowing. 

            Something really important that came together today in a private with one of my clients was I am the creation of the insanity of me, which of course is negative. Pick whatever is the opposite for you, for me it’s peace and knowing. I am the creation of the peace and knowing of me. When we go into reaction, we go out of knowing. When you’re on this journey and you’re directing energy for the first time in, Oh, I don’t know, centuries, and lifetimes, stuff has to come up as you are adamantly holding fast to the joy, love, freedom and peace. The stuff that is in the way must come up and when it does this we know it’s working and now we are conscious of it and can use this energy to direct and receive more of what I want.

           

~ NUGGETS OF BRIGHT LIGHT FROM THE SHOW ~

·      Oftentimes we think, in order to be freedom in one area, we have to pay for it somewhere else.

·      Pull up any physical challenge that you are working on right now and know that if we can create money, happiness, freedom and the rest of our lives we can heal ourselves miraculously.

·      In reality, no one’s freedom can be taken from them if they don’t perceive their freedom as gone. Even people in prison camps during World War II, Nelson Mandela, and others who have written memoirs about being in prison have shared a similar belief.

·      You are the creator of your own freedom; you must choose to be the God that creates it for your self.

·      The very essence of freedom as we understand it is based on what we had to go through to create a Free country, fighting for freedom, struggle, war and strife, which we must let go of unless we want history to repeat itself. We want to know that Freedom is our divine right and our soul creation, when we create ourselves as free there is freedom.

·      When you are happy every cell of your body is happy, when you live in stormy weather every cell of your body responds to that as well.

·      As the God she is, she is defining herself as a God that has to avoid growth in order to be a bigger God. If your definition of God is limited, you will be limiting yourself even though you know you’re God. We are directing the God that I am is freedom, peace, success, joy, unconditional love and divine love, harmony, balance, sex in the highest way of creation and knowing. That is our highest definition of the God we choose to be. It is our clear direction of the I am presence that I am the God of those things and more and greater still.

·      Direct the light to love, heal and balance everything in your body so it is all working harmoniously together for the good of your health.

·      Get out of your head; you can’t create from your mind.

·      While you’re in the pursuit of happiness you don’t have happiness, you’re always looking for it, striving for it, and waiting for it. You must live in the experience of happiness because you are it.

·      If you want to exponentionally create your own life you only focus on what you want, not on what you DON’T Want.

·      There is no answer to “Is this the right move?” The answer is, are you committed to the joy and the love of doing it and then it’s right. If you can’t, it’s not.

·      Bring on board and clearly direct the aspect of you that is afraid to claim your power. It is no longer okay for anyone to embarrass us, harass us or control us. It’s up to us to set new boundaries.

·      I am divine love. It is my clear direction that I joyously speak up for myself, joyously set the boundaries that enhance and support myself, and others in the creation of the God that they are.

·      Do not wait for anything outside of yourself to create the money, to change, or any other thing, until you come forward and claim the majesty of the God that you are in this life.

I want to wrap this up because I said at the beginning of the show, its all about going back to yourself and that is what we have heard all night. I am going back to the God that I am, I am the God of all possibility, of unlimited truth, unlimited highest understanding and knowing, that is who I am and the world must harmonize with me. That is my clear direction. Let’s take a moment and drop down into our heart center. It is important to radiate your light out and connect with everyone. Love yourself, love yourself, and love yourself more. I do. Many blessings.

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~Conscious Creation with Dee Wallace ~ Show Recap ~ October 13, 2011~

            Good morning all you amazing, fabulous, incredible, magnificent and very, very sexy people! Oh my goodness! I hope your life is taking off as exponentially as mine! I hope you know that you can handle it; you’re choosing to handle it. I hope every moment that you are handling, you’re handling in joy, love, excitement and energy. Here we go, accepting freedom.

            I want you to send me any questions you have over emails for a few email shows I will be doing in the next few weeks, send them to consciouscreation101@yahoo.com. Also, I want your ideas for a Christmas gift package. Let me know what gifts you WANT to give, or would LOVE to receive. Send them over to the same email!

            Lots of stuff has been coming in about freedom and that is why today is about accepting freedom. We can create it, but if we don’t accept everything that comes with it and is a part of it, then we push it away again or allow ourselves to be created in a half assed manner. One of the first beliefs that are affecting this is; that we have to have doubt, we’re not safe without doubt, etc. So we are coming together right now to claim, I KNOW and I have a belief that I should know, that I’m able to know and that all of my knowing has always been in place and I am remembering it all.

            Another major belief; I have to keep saving myself if I’m going to be happy. We’ve talked about this roller coaster ride before. Achieving and creating our lives for a few weeks and then we slide back into our patterns of loss, etc. We have to know that there is nothing to be saved, we don’t have to keep saving ourselves, all there is, is the choice to be happy in every moment. We are free as the gods that we are to create Freedom in every moment. I want us all to come forward and claim, I accept change and I go with the flow. Our moments are speeding up and our decisions have to be made quicker. When we stay in the moment and make the decision, handling it now and moving forward now. Moving forward is taking our light out into the world and joining it with other lights. This is a great definition of freedom that came in: being in alignment with your own beliefs. When you are in alignment with your own beliefs you are free. If you are not in alignment with who you are, you feel angry, despondent, lacks-a-daisical, like you have no energy, it shows up in a myriad of beliefs. I am in alignment with my beliefs. Those are your highest beliefs and if you claim that and you are not in alignment it will be made known to you!

            A new core belief that came in, when I create myself I reject myself as the creation that I am. That means I’m going to create and now I have to sabotage it so I reject me, the money I created, the wellness I created, etc. The positive is I am the life force of the creation of me.

This is one that I have been looking for forever; when we accept that we are the creation of our authentic authority, no matter what, I am free. When I accept and know that I am the creation of me authentically in every moment then I know that I am the energy that creates my authentic authority over me to choose freedom, happiness and joy in every situation.

The final belief that I want you to choose to let go of and transmute into the light, creating the opposite positive of is; I have to be in emotional angst to create and be free. Let’s all let go of that. I get to choose to be; I create to be emotionally free. Whenever I create, I am freedom.

The only rule and regulation around how creation has to happen right now is that you have to take responsibility for your own creation. So we do and so it is. We invoke the rays, flames and lights, which are built in to the I Am Divine Love Statement.

~ NUGGETS OF CREATION FROM THE SHOW ~

·      We do not have to bring the history in anymore. It’s not needed. We do not create dependent on what happened before, we create independent of anything and everything that took place or was a truth in our life. I am a blank page in this moment of now and I create everything from this blank page as something brand new.

·      I am the power of creation that I am and I acknowledge that in every way.

·      Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain the person that you thought was in control. It’s that part of you that you are judging and being disappointed in.

·      All of the aspects of me are working together by direct design and direction of my I Am presence. To be whole, to be complete, and to be free in the creation of me as freedom in the power of creation as I am.

·      It’s never about somebody else, only look to yourself and shift what you need to shift.

·      Stay in the moment.

·      The fear part doesn’t have the power to create what we want. It only has the power to keep us from getting back to Kansas.

·      All parts of a dream are you.

·      Who creates the right time for you? You. In that respect if you do not think it’s the right time for you, then it will not be the right time for you. But, there is no outside force that creates the right time for you. You must choose what you want to believe. You must choose what your truth is.

·      Take your power back from whomever you gave it to and start being the creator that you are.

·      If you have a belief that you always need help, you will always need help. I am divine love. I am the highest answer. I am the highest truth and I know. So it is.

·      What you have to know in order to save yourself is absolutely nothing. There is nothing to get to, nothing to know and nothing to change. If you don’t know that you will live continually in “I have to wake myself up and find what it is”

·      Quit working hard. Creation is not hard. Creation is joy, freedom and love. You will not create by being despondent, not the things you want.

·      Your job is to be joy and happy and know there is nothing else to do. You’re there. There is no more part of us that is the little man behind the curtain.

I love you guys. Love yourself and love the totality of yourself. Know that you’re complete. Know that you’re magnificent. Love yourself, love yourself and love yourself more. Love you!

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~ Bright Light with Dee Wallace Show Recap ~ October 10, 2011 ~

 Well hello all you amazing, fabulous, incredible, magnificent, marvelous and very, very, very sexy people.  We have got a show tonight! You all are just working overtime and bringing this information in! I know the subject tonight is “The Violet Flame” but I also know that this information is coming in because we are getting ready for I Am Freedom. Every marvelous private session I have been doing has been about freedom lately. I am Freedom will be on October 18^th a Tuesday, not a Wednesday like we are used to.

            The name of the pamphlet about the Violet Flame is, “Violet Flame to heal body, mind and soul”, by Elizabeth Claire Prophet. In this little booklet she talks a lot about karma, we know that karma is any negative thinking that we want to hold on to or play in in the moment. This is from St. Germaine, about the Violet Flame, “The violet flame goes after the schisms which cause psychological problems that go back to early childhood and previous incarnations and that have established such deep grooves within the consciousness that in fact they have been difficult to shake lifetime after lifetime.” I want to summarize what the Violet Flame does for you all. It changes negative energy into positive energy, basically the Violet Flame and our work are very, very good friends and are mirroring each other. It transmutes, meaning it alters the form, the appearance or the nature of all negativity in your physical and spiritual body and transforms it into light. As I was getting ready to bring you the information about the violet flame I was also directed to the place on the sheet around the golden flame.  The golden flame is the flame that consumes all energy. I was told that they work together. From my understanding right now, the golden flame kind of consumes all of the energy and then the violet flame can sort out the negative from the positive and transmute the negative into the positive of the violet flame.

            You can get the pamphlet on Amazon. There are lots of things in the pamphlet that I’ve marked. They talk a lot about the electronic belt, which is also spoken about in the I Am Discourses from St. Germaine, Volume Three. A lot of times when people invoke the Violet flame you can see it in their aura, kids will often say, “Oh, Mommy, you’re purple.” What I want us to do is to come forward and be conscious and direct our I AM presence that the moment we claim, I am Divine Love that all rays, all flames and all lights, the hara line, the pituitary and pineal, all energy centers are open, functioning and called in to do their highest work on our behalf. That took me to the highest definition of God, which I get as the unlimited truthfulness of all possibility and the unlimited possibility of all truthfulness. That is freedom. That is what the ray, flames and lights help us to access without judgments, grudges, without fearful beliefs or genetic predispositions. When we drop all of those things from our energy systems we are God. We are unlimited possibilities of unlimited truth. Know that whenever we say, I am Divine Love, anything and everything that positively comes forward as the creation of God in our energy is invoked.

            I want us to declare and claim, I am divine love around the guilt of being the miraculous creation of ourselves and the guilt that anything we may be carrying genetically is now released, consumed and transmuted.  Because, we turn our lights down when we go into doubt, fear, judgment and not knowing.

            There is a plethora of stuff here that I need to give you about freedom. I am the creation of my own freedom. Naiveté, that blind faith of naiveté as a child, is freedom. I ask, I know, I receive. We must decide that we are the naiveté that is the freedom that creates us as our own creation. I haven’t really understood why they’ve been taking us back to the radiation of our own light. We have turned up our own lights, but now we must take our light out and join it with all light for miraculous creation. That is freedom. When we work with all the light to manifest the creation of ourself as power and freedom. The very reason we have been blocking ourselves for eons with lists, vision boards, and envisioning is actually a manipulation of the illusion of freedom. All we have to do is be and ask for the experience of freedom and it is delivered to us in that moment. Be as the little child, be the trust and be the knowing that Santa is going to show up.

            There was a core belief that came up around freedom, here it is; When I am free I have to disconnect myself from my own creation of being free because I am in fear of creation itself. To be in power we must accept that we are the creation of all creation through the perspective that we hold. If we see ourselves as someone who cannot win the Academy Award, who cannot consistently have more than enough money, and who cannot create our bodies miraculously in perfect health. If we cannot perceive that, then we create ourselves and the world, as limitations where that cannot happen, and in that way we are the creation of all creation. We are directing our light to radiate out and join with all light for miraculous creation and so it is.

            We asked ourselves, “Why am I not allowing myself to be my light and why we aren’t sending our light out now?” Mostly its because we don’t believe we can, should or that we are the power that does. When we are joined with all light to be the creation of me and this world everything is manifested. For example, if you want money, direct your I am presence to create money, knowing that it is in harmony and partnership with all energy in your world.

            This is a big one for freedom, so stop what you’re doing and pay attention. Why do we not want freedom? Because we believe that power takes away love and love is the greatest power on this earth. When we are truly freedom, we are the power and we are the love. But if we don’t know that love creates the power in harmony with divine love than we will be in fear of moving into the freedom. WE can’t create ourselves without the experience of other light. In that instance we are in relationship to all light and the bright light of us is where we have to start. We must be in relationship with our own bright light. We stop the flow of energy because we don’t know what’s out there and we don’t know if we can handle it and I’m telling you guys, you are the light that must handle it.

            There is another core belief that came in that is yours truly; when I am in my joy and doing what I want I have to pay in some way. So, when I get a fabulous film that I want, I have to pay financially and lose money, or not make money, etc. When I’m in my joy and doing what I want, I take a hit, I have to get tired, or get sick. What do we want? I am divine love, balance it, and claim, Whenever I am in joy and doing what I want, myself and the world celebrates me in everyway and delivers to me through divine love.

           

~ NUGGETS OF BRIGHT LIGHT FROM THE SHOW ~

·      The violet flame is like a big bar of soap and it helps turn negative energy into positive energy.

·      The true truth of religion is that as soon as your truth is spoken it’s delivered to you and that is what you have to remember.

·      We are creating our freedom in joy, love, harmony and bliss and we absolutely know that we are worthy in every way to create exactly what we want and call it freedom!

·      I state what I want, I expect what I want, I know I get what I want, I accept what I want and I know I deserve everything that I want and so I am in joy getting it.

·      Powerfully take control of yourself, will ya?

·      You have to use your adult power to direct your naiveté from an adult place.

·      I am powerful. My I am presence is the most powerful force on this earth. I am clearly directing me to ask for what I want and know that it is delivered to me. I am staying there in every single solitary moment of the creation of now.

·      How do I find the joy in working with energy to create money? Let me experiment in working with energy and see what I can create.

·      Your job is to create you and to create yourself in power and in freedom.

·      You must step forward to create yourself or you will be confused because the world and everything you know that makes sense will take you in a different direction.

·      Everyone has come into this life to experiment with the energy of the all that God is. However we want to experiment with that energy expands the education of God understanding itself. Don’t worry about anyone else, just look at you and ask, “What do I want to experience?”

·      See and experience the world as love and it will be that. You will not be able to judge anyone else or see them as anything other than love, but you have to shift you first.

·      You want to see love, be love.

·      In this moment of now I choose, direct and demand that I am moving forward now, in this instance. In this moment of now is the only moment that I create in and I choose to move forward now.

·      Be love and take love into the world. Your love is the greatest power that you have.

·      The only way to feel love and to experience the love that you are is to know you will be loved and accepted because that is your clear direction.

It is my true belief and knowing that when we create ourselves as freedom all subjects and experience of life must match that and then we are free. When we create ourselves as that experience we are free. Let’s take a moment and connect our hearts and our love and experience the greatness and the magnificence of this community that brings forth the highest, most unlimited truth from the most unlimited possibility that is possible. We are that. We are the I am presence. We are the violet flame. We are the golden flame. We are the light. We are the love and so it is. I love you dudes, to the moon and back again, like Gaby and I used to say to each other Bye Bye!

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